8:59PM

he was just kidding.
♥ wifey

2:40AM - Last call.

Fuck it, I've grown out of this, My space and LJ make things look what they are not, so I decided not to look at it at all. Is non of my business to find out about other people, so iif they want to tell me, they'll call or send a letter. I have a great wife and great friends so i dont need my space or Lj. It was fun for a while but now I have what I've always wanted.



El Fin.

Current mood: hungry

9:41PM

Fuck, this week was awesome! Very tiring but I am confortable with my wife and life. So she'll move in in the summer. Summer is my new biggening, and i'm invinsible. i heard i got tennis elbow.

Current mood: crazy

Current music: italian

12:56AM

Sex is good for you!!!!
Body: 1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth.

2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering
dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow.

3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner.

4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers!

5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of
euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being.

6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. These subtle sex perfumes drive the
opposite sex crazy!

7. Sex is the safest tranquilizer in the world. IT IS 10 TIMES MORE
EFFECTIVE THAN VALIUM.

8. Kissing each day will keep the dentist away. Kissing encourages saliva to wash food from the teeth and
lowers the level of the acid that causes decay, preventing plaque build-up.

9. Sex actually relieves headaches. A lovemaking session can release the tension that restricts blood vessels in the brain.

10. A lot of lovemaking can unblock a stuffy nose. Sex is a natural antihistamine. It can help combat asthma and hay fever.

Current mood: giddy

Current music: granty

7:44PM

uh, wife here.
he makes it sound like i'm alllllways mad at him, but i'm not, contrary to what you might think of me.
i'm chill as fuck.
and tuff as shit too, watch out.
i'm over it though and so is he and i love him again, not that i stopped, of course.
who could stop loving this smooooooth amigo.
he's teaching me spanish, so nice of him.
mi llame a los dos.
i tried to teach him french but his accent is quite lacking.
c'est tres mignon.

my baby is going to be a pilot and fly me all over the world.

SCORE

10:28AM - oops

Yesterday was a good day, Until I got up for work at 4am, i dont think i've ever done that. Is a good going to sleep time but not waking up time. got off from work at 10 30am the went to the bank to fix some shit. I got the best hook up in bank of america! Then came home and waited for her (my wife now). I always have fun being with her and watch a flick then went to walmart to get some pics of us...................For free! We got home and uh yeah my floor ripped her 7's, Lame. Then after a bath ....
We were chillin and I said "you like to lie to me" Big mistake! I don't think i've ever seen her that pissed before, So after like 15 min of me trying to keep her there, she leaves. Ouch! I thought for sure she was gonna be back within a minute. about 5 minutes passed and she did not come back. I went to get her outside but she was not there, she took off without a word. I havent't been scared like this is a while, she didn't come back though. i called her and I apologized for what i said. I hate me for that, I hate going to bed worried, I hate my bed when she runs off because is hard for it to get warm, I hate it when "she doesn't care" because now I care. i think she'll forgive me. For a second last night after I didn't see her car in the parkin lot, I thought i wasn't gonna see her again. i hate that feeling...I dont ever want to feel that again. I'm sure my wife will post those pics we stole from WM so i wont today, then again i dont have a scanner.








“The more rational statement is that we feel sorry becuase we strike, afraid becuase we tremble, and not that we cry, strike, or tremble becuase we are sorry, angry, or fearful as the case may be"
-William James

Current mood: worried

Current music: JT

11:23PM - Boys don't cry...they sweat.

I have to a point where things are less hard now, I know I don't have much but I'm happy wiht what I got. Starbucks and Bath and body works are my employers right now, well maybe just *$, since I only work for B&BW needs me once every lifetime. I moved back to Georgia not knowing what was waiting for me. California did not seem to care when I was there, but now Georgia seems to be treating me ok. School still awaits my return but its gonnna have to hold for a bit longer since I don't have the money for it. I know an amazing woman, It has been six months since we've been dating and she does make a difference. Things feel so much better when she is around. There are a few people that find someone that they talk , laugh, fight, reveal their biggest secrets, and love each other at the same time. Nothing matters but the present and future, fuck the past... If you don't let go of it, it won't let go of you. It's so surreal how there is someone that you finish each other's sentences, think and say the same things at the exact same time. i never really knew why I moved back to Ga, but if there is a reason, I hope the is her. i don't know where this is all going but I Know is going to a good place. If i could show how happiness looks like, is something like this....

Current mood: happy

Current music: The Sound, FSF

11:32PM - Take a picture of the sunset...

This girl makes my nights....


Honestly, i'm fond of her parents. Her mom makes good spaghettii. YUM..
I did not want to leave her so soon but I also don't want to take advantage of her parent's genorosity
for letting me stay for dinner. Can't wait for saturday...
I cant' believe its been that long... But i'm happy and so is she.


My sis sent me this, is pretty accurate for some

http://www.funpages.com/goodtobeaman/

Current mood: full

2:23AM

, She has been sick all week, and she hangs out with me, Hopefully I wont get sick. I had bad dreams about but I know i'm being paranoid, I think NOW i'm afraid to lose her, maybe that's why i've been having shit dreams. I'm gonna give her what she deserves, respect, attention, opinions, devotion and loyalty. she deserves nothing less. Fuck growing up, Fuck me for growing up, Fuck me for caring. "I hate everything about my ways but she tell me i'm ok..." With her things are not so bad. Why her? She gets me.

Check it:

Current mood: good

Current music: hell yeah

1:37AM - This month is short...

After searching and looking i finally got another Job, Starbucks. The next few months are gonna be quite difficult but I think in the long run, things will be nice. Since I moved to my new place, my mom and my Gf have been helping me and I owe them big time for all their generosity and support. i couldn't
have a better person than her to be with me right now. I respect her and I admire her for her all her effort with school, work, and me. I wonder how she does it, but its rad. Starbucks (*$), Is go time X3!! I'm not even a coffee person but oh well.

Current mood: excited

Current music: throw your hood up

2:54AM - another night without you

Ha! I don't know what to think anymore, I feel what she feels and sometimes is good and sometimes is bad. But at least i know how to make her smile. I just woke up and i'm trying to go to sleep but so many thoughts going through my head. I guess i just want her here at my side fighting, kissing, eating, punching, and making fun of each other for the lack of common sence. I thanked God for having her with me during these hard times that I'm going through. There are things that I want to say to her but I fear things won't be the same after that and things right now are great. But I owe it to her for the compassion, kindness and tenderness she has given me. "I feel like I mess up so much but she tells me i'm ok..." My mom hit my car after church today, I took my little brother to get a "haircut" but we went to see her instead and he was flirting with her, such a little rascal. We came back to my apartment and we played video games and wrestled for a bit that was fun untill I had to take him home, then everything was silent. From now on guys, substitute punches with kisses, I'm not fucking kidding

Current mood: nostalgic

Current music: I been gone a long time- ETID

9:41PM - woah

how do you stop thinking about someone you love being with all the time.... You dont. You just keep that person close to you and don't dare let go.
Let them know how you feel and dont hold anything back, becasue those same feelings will hold you back.
just appreciate every single second 'cause you'll never be able to have them back, make good memory seeds and watch them grow at the end... thats somehting no one can regret.

"It feels like waiting on a heart beat on life support, and then having it beat!"

Current mood: grateful

Current music: anberlin

10:34PM - true that,

Baby:

Not an ounce of excitment? not a whisper of a thrill? I want you to get swept away. I want you to levitate. I want you to sing with rapture and dance like a dervish.
Be deliriously happy, I know it's a cornball thing but love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? I say fall head over heels. Find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart.
Run the risk, if you get hurt, you'll come back. Because, the truth is there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love -- well, you haven't lived a life at all. You have to try. Because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived.

Current mood: excited

Current music: Bury your dead

5:12AM - Good times

She came over... we.... yeah, we..... oh yes!.... and then we.... but i think the best part is when she told me,,,....... so yeah. I like talking to her, cant hold anyhting back, and this lj shit still sucks! how bad is jealousy?

Current mood: lonely

3:52AM - oh yeah...

yeah I also got a new tattoo,

2:52AM - this shit sucks

I told her that this shit sucks but she wont listen, but what can I do? she is defenetly a hard headed little girl, but I wouldn't have it any other way. i know YOU are reading this but its only becasue is late and i'm bored. But taking those pics was fun, i'll do it more often

Current mood: awake

Current music: humping music